Wednesday, August 5, 2009

You Make Me Sick

My respect for you has seriously diminished and is disappearing by the second. You speak and agree with me about the great value of having common courtesy and morals and proper etiquette, but you're a liar. Who the fuck are you, I don't even feel like I know you anymore. So fucking rude. You could've at least had the decency to have that mutual respect to treat a friend better than that. It isn't like I want anything from you or am chasing you or am smothering you. That would be complete bullshit. I don't even know why I even fell for you in the first place. Everything you do is such a turn off now. You should man up and stop being such a coward. You might not consider yourself a coward because you're so full of yourself and so full of shit, but your actions are complete cowardice.

I hate liars
. How can you be like that and be able to live with yourself day in and day out or be able to look at yourself in the mirror as you so do a million times a day. I expected more from you. I'm seriously disappointed in you. You weren't the person I gave you so much credit for. I told you I knew you weren't such a bad guy as your reputation precedes you as because you were so worried about how you were perceived. I told you that you don't have to explain yourself to me. I don't even know why you care so much about your reputation so much anyway. Ultimately it doesn't matter! None of it will matter after you graduate. I overestimated you and for someone like me, that good credit doesn't come by easily. And the truth is, I'm fucking angry and fucking really hurt. I was so wrong about you. I am so done with you. So done with trying to be your friend. So done with you.

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