What He Said And Then Some Preferred 5AM Sporadicness

Okay, I really should be sleeping right now. I've just finished my essay for a mediocre class I am taking just for credit that isn't credit for my major and it was pure crap because the topic just asked for a reiteration of information in the reading materials. Anyway I ramble, that's not the reason why I wanted to write this post.

I was talking to on of my good friends today and I speculated to him, "I think I might be depressed" and his response was, "Yeah.. have you ever thought about taking medication?"

HAHA. Most of the time I laugh at my circumstances. I laugh a lot. If you can't laugh at yourself then what good is anything and I always say it's not good to be too serious. Or as Ferris Bueller says, "It's not good to be too serious, before you know it life will have already passed you by." (Err well I couldn't find the exact quote, but it goes something like that.. I think, I could be wrong about this reference. By the way, I love quoting movies, it's one of my things. It's so great! smileyface*) Anyway, I dunno. I laugh a lot, I mean you can't be sad all the time right, but there is speculation that I may be depressed maybe really deep down inside. God I can't believe I just quoted Ferris Bueller. ROFL.

Meh. I find joy and appreciate in the little things in life. I'm easily amused, but easily bored with routine and pretty good at pretending and lying. I get excited easily and look forward to things. I'm a complicated yet simple person. I get these random bursts of happiness mixed in with huge sadness. Right now I'm feeling rather light but that could be just because I just finished my crap essay. I always seem to get a high after I finish essays or huge essay exams. Weird huh? Must be the exhilaration from the pressure. I shrug my shoulders. Yeah so I just wanted to share that little tidbit. Anyway I'm looking forward to when class ends today because I will be having an afternoon beverage (snakebites I think, and if you haven't tried one, you should!) with my friends to start off the beginning of my weekend! Haha I said I was going to try and stop rambling but this entire post was pure ramble haha but aren't my ramblings interesting? Cheers.