Why Am I Constantly Surrounded By Fucking Idiots

Seriously?

Why are people never fucking able to get over themselves? That they are just that insecure with themselves that they are not able to get past whatever happens. And I always get caught between fucking idiots because I am always able to just let bygones be bygones and move on without letting the past of some else's affect me.

Just because you get fucking jealous whenever I hang out with your boyfriend who just so happens to be my friend. Just a friend who I've known longer and way before you two even hooked up. Does not make it my fucking problem.

It's a shame, I barely speak to some of my close friends because of their girlfriends. People are so immature.

This always happens to me where my friend's girlfriends always have such a problem with me when I'm just a friend. So fucking ridickulous. Girls always get so fucking angry but just because you're fucking insecure about yourself and that I happen to make you feel inferior doesn't it make it anyone else's issue than their own. That is something they have to work out on their own. But I hate how it seems to affect everything and everyone I come across. Why are people fucking like this? So fucking immature and not able to just run with it and be confident in themselves.

And when I'm always unable to not be nice. I always make a nice gesture. I always come into it openly and accepting to the person, yet they immediately are complete bitches from the get go when nothing I've done has ever warranted it. Or if they've known me from before yet when they finally hook up with their boyfriends, suddenly I pose as a threat. It's so fucking infuriating.

I hate how no one is ever able to see the real me. The person who I really am. I'm a fucking good person inside. I hate how every time I do something nice, I just get shitted on. I have seem to have no credibility with people regardless of my well-intentioned actions. I would and could never be conniving. It's not capable in me. I hate how people just see others as one perpetually one way. When it's so clear that people change everyday. Well at least I do. I'm constantly changing, developing, and progressing. I am never the same person and people are so fucking oblivious and ignorant in their own minds. I really feel sorry for people that have eternally skewed perspectives and I wouldn't care so much if it didn't seem to affect my world so much. So fucking dumb.

It's really too unfortunate that fucking the majority of the world is filled with the wrong kinds of people and that they affect everything we touch because everyone is utterly intertwined with one another. I'm so sick of mankind sometimes.