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So for the past couple of days I've been seriously hermiting. I don't want to get out of bed and I just want to sleep because it's better than being awake. And if it weren't for my inability to sleep 24hrs a day or my back hurting from too much sleeping, I'd do it. It sucks that sleeping too much causes restlessness. I've been alone at home, but what else is new. No one is ever around. I hate that I feel so alone all the time. It's like I'm disappearing. God I sound so pathetic. But I hurt everywhere all over my body, it's like it comes in waves. I haven't picked up any fancy cutlery thus far but I think about it. Don't worry though, nothing to be alarmed about.

Jeebus, I need to figure out a way to get out of this mood. My mind is stronger than this.