Day 1, I Swear This Time

So last night was fun, but I know I am definitely over it all. I need to stop playing so hard. I hate feeling so unproductive. It's fun, but not for me and I don't want to do it anymore. I need to practice self control and discipline. I kind of really have a strong desire to just be sober for a while. I feel like my body really needs to recover. Ugh no more!

Oh! During the day time I went to the beach for a bbq. I had loads of fun! Kay that is all. Cheers.