I had a sort of epiphany today haha. I think and feel the reason why I hermit so much is for the purpose that if I just stay inside all day kept to myself without contact with the outer world while blocking everything out, then maybe nothing else bad can happen to me. I like to be alone because when I submerge myself with the outside world, often times I feel that there are so many obligations pulling at me at all directions that I just want to shut it all out. Nah mean jelly bean? :D (Oh by the way I like to rhyme sometimes, it's fun. I'm superfun.) Makes sense right?
I'm actually feeling pretty good right now at the moment. My moods are completely unstable. I imagine it is like an emotional rollercoaster. My emotions are fleeting. But I feel good right now nonetheless, I guess there's something about ranting and getting everything you feel out that gives me a temporary high. :D Cheers.
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