Yep

Totally jinxed it. Royally fucked it up again.

I Never Knew

I never knew that life could be like this. A continuous stream of steady happiness. Yes, interruptions occur once in a while, but they're always manageable and we are here now, together. I'm so glad we had another chance, I love you. It's weird not being the sad girl anymore. My meds are finally established in a formula that works after almost 3 years, I am on my career pathway and in grad school, and I'm in love with a man who gets me and loves me for who I am and not for what. Alright, I'm done, nobody wants to hear the happy girl boast. But I have avoided blogging since for I feared jinxing my situation. Talking about it makes it real and then it's able to be taken away. Cheers, lovers.