Meh

I haven't really felt like posting lately, even though I have been keeping up with my postings regularly. (Regularly meaning everyday or quite very often as you can see I have only started this blog for only a month and yet I have a lot of posts, while there are others that post once a month given to their own likings- not to say that there is anything wrong with that, of course not, I just always have something to say or need to put it all down, yet sometimes I have nothing to say at all.) I don't really feel in the mood to talk about my feelings, although my details will be lacking, I will update nonetheless.

I did get my two tattoos yesterday. Quite exciting and I love them. But weird immediately afterwards at night I felt a little empty. Maybe I was just in a bad mood and tired from being hungover.

Tequila friday was a success, I ended up with a bad hangover but I eventually got over it. And then there was that party on the following day (saturday) and I woke up with a hangover as well but I did get my ass up to get my tattoos. It was so great, sarcasm intended of course, being hungover while getting my tattoos. Story of my life.

The pain from the needle it hurts so good. Haha. It's been over a year since my last tattoo and I almost forgot what it felt like. Good thing I quickly reminded myself yesterday. I don't know, I'm kind of meh for the past day and today and I don't really know why. Sometimes you just can't explain the feelings you happen to be consumed of at the moment.

I think I need to not drink for a while, I don't know how I can do this to my body/liver/kidneys/heart/stomach. But I do it anyway.

I think I'm just in a mood again, I've been constantly busy for these past couple of weeks and when I'm around lots of people for too long I tend to just crave the quietness I get from hermiting. I find it exhausting feeding off someone else's high energy frequencies for long periods of time without having proper rest. I'm a complicated person, but yet at the same time quite simple.