Womp Womp

I don't know how to or honestly want to let you go. At all. And the scary thing is, you probably more than likely, already know that. Everything, everything. Frightening, isn't it? But I will, let you go, if I really have to. And eventually, it will end up good. Everything should always be so. If it isn't good, then it's not the end. <3 This is it, the last push. I'll always remember everything, it's written in my DNA  to remember the things that have mattered most to me, no matter how much I wish to forget, no matter how much I desire to expunge the unwanted regret or experience. But you, as much as I say it's regret, it's really not. No more games, this is it. This is it, all laid out, down, on the line. I miss you, I may always will until a full decade passes, but life doesn't stop when you feel you have stopped. And I need real tangible and substantial life for me to keep me perpetually going. Or else I will wither away. I will end up ending in some form or another. I just want to know your part. I want you to speak your mind. I want you to actually talk to me, for real. Not some best around the bush bullshit smalltalk. And, if you don't feel the same, well that completely is fine too. Because at least the unanswered questions will have been answered and settled with. And I won't have this kept in the back of my mind any longer. There are two sides to everything, even more. A side that doesn't see any point since there is nothing left to say, and the another part where there are so many things left unsaid. And then all the other little parts. This kind of thing isn't healthy. But life is life and you handle whatever comes your way. And honestly, I will be completely good with whatever one, as long as it's the truth. But either way, don't do me any favors. This is my life. People are only responsible for their own lives and the decisions they choose and fully execute. So embrace it and keep moving forward. <3

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