And Then Some

There are so many guys, but honestly, as much as my friends try and enable, I am only subject to my own will. I am fully not interested in becoming involved at all. I have no interest of becoming involved whatsoever. They all try and hook me up with anyone cute, but to be honest, I am not interested at all. I told them that I am not dating right now and they try to fight it, I tell them that I am so completely disinterested in all this crap, but yet they still try and refuse to accept my embraced lifestyle. I guess this is something they will just have to get used to. Because as of now and since several several months ago since I've mentioned, I meant what I said.

Now it will only take the most special case to sway me into positive and oppositely reluctant positivity.

I meant what I said. I am waiting for love. Real love. The kind you cannot live without. I am looking for a real love to last. In this day and age, it almost seems impossible. I constantly miss a time that seems to have never really existed. But, the expansive boundaries and incredible capabilities of a human mind and cultivating intellect are so adaptable and giving (if you let it) that, especially in this rough era, I can't help but believe that there is so much more to life than this relentless idealized golden life of which we are all "supposed to" strive towards. It's such crap. I feel it within my bones and in ever molecule and connected string of my specified bodily make up. The old soul idealist in me refuses to give up. Because when it happens, he'll have me entirely body and soul without a doubt in my mind.


No idea, but I absolutely LOVE this song. It's been weeks, so many, and I still cannot get sick of it. Maybe because it was in the One Day trailer and I'm completely biased. But hey, it's a great song nonetheless. Listen to the collective collaboration of sounds and intricate details that piece it all together. The formulated beginning of different experimented easy listening sounds. I say, the simpler it seems, the more complicated it is to create. (with anything, food. blah blah, etc.) I love the whistles added to the chorus, I love the chorus, I love the verses. Well done One Republic. <3 Kinda of cool man. (:

"Hopelessly,
I feel like there might be something that I'll miss.
Hopelessly,
I feel like the window closes oh so quick.
Hopelessly,
I'm taking a mental picture of you now.
'Cause hopelessly,
The hope is we have so much to feel good about."