Saturday, September 10, 2011

Just Sayin'

Full on 'just doing me from now on and being true to myself- the acceptance of my destined greatness' has successfully launched and is thriving as of the passing of my birthday. And I feel, light. I think the entire 7 days in Hawaii might've changed my life and perspective on everything. And I am letting go of caring about what others think about me. And I need to not be afraid to just let myself be happy. My mood has improved exponentially within days, have my meds finally been working? I have not been trying to be happy or feel better, It's just happening, I suppose it has something to do with my bodily cerebral chemicals or some shit. Even my friends last night commented on how great a mood I was in, so I guess it was big enough mood alteration for them to notice the bubbly demeanor. Neh, haha. Don't get me wrong, I am taking all necessary precautions. The last thing I need is another instance of my naivety making a special appearance. But, my life right now, it's a new chapter while the past is just a detached memory now. By the way, completely just letting loose, turning the music up, and dancing it out home alone? Yeah, extremely liberating, empowering, and completely awesome. Just Sayin'.

Oh, and yesterday I made the decision to write a book in 7 years. Yeah, I'm pretty awesome.

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