Sanguine

Soo, one of my favorite things to do is cook. Whenever I'm having a shitty day- if I don't go to Barnes & Noble's Bookstore, probably because I opt out to save some money- I like to go grocery shopping and then make something. Grocery shopping calms me down. I know, it's weird right? Meh, whatever works right? Cooking therapy is amazing, I love how it calms my nerves. But me loving to cook is a very contrasting thing because I am a very very clumsy person. So yeah, clumsiness and cooking is a very dangerous combination.

So as I was chopping up vegetables today, I stupidly ran my left pinky along the side of the sharp ass Japanese-ultra-superior-made blade. Immediately I said out loud, "Wow, you are an idiot."

I have to say the excess amount of red blood was pretty fascinating. Is it weird how enthralled I am by this kind of stuff? But then again I've always liked watching bloody surgery shows on television while my family sat there in awe completely labeling me an odd child. I don't know, I've just always loved human anatomy. I would've completely chosen my profession to be a surgeon- probably cardiothorasic- but I am not smart enough. Definitely not that genius enough and at least I'm intelligent enough to realize that and understand. But it's cool.

Anyway, is it also weird that I think red has become my new favorite color. I just love the color- it's so pretty.

By the by, yep clumsily slit my finger by accident today. Sweet.

Oh and the chorus to this song always cheers me up. It's so cute- I love the upbeat tempo of this song the best. The rest of it is kind of weird haha. But when it gets to I'd say 0.48 seconds where the tempo changes, I love it. As well as at 1:40, but I'm sure you get the gist of it. The original music video removed the embedded code so this was all I could find. Enjoy.