Oh my god, this is pissing me off. (the utter stupidity of all these insane and chaotic emotions I mean- it absolutely is not helping at all, the fact that our female gift has presented itself within the past two days either. So imagine just how out of control I feel)
I need to get rid of this miserable and dumb rut of a mood.
Let's decide to be over it right, now.
Dunzo! Good mood begins now now now. (remember my life philosophy, embrace the pain full on and when you're sick of carrying it, discard and move on! All you have to do (well all I have to do) is keep moving forward and leave the past where it belongs. Yes? Yes.)
By the by, the amazing therapeutic powers of music are definitely helping big time. I know I can always always count on music and words to bring me back. So huzzah!
Happy Monday and cheers lovers.
Update** 4:38pm
Haha, this method totally worked. (astonished? haha be or don't be, it doesn't make any difference to me! Rhyme, my secret love and guilty pleasure, that only comes out when I'm feeling silly and when least expected, for rhyming stupidly. Revealed? Yes. Oh you know how I love word play.) Smiling majorly and got my dancing mood back. Holla! (:
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- hi, with warning. i am entirely damaged and crazy with masochistic tendencies and an addictive self-destructive personality. but i am in the trials of self-recovery- though thoroughly failing in the process, here's to hoping- one day- someday. in form of pure tried articulation of the written word, this space keeps the highly erratic and darkly emotional self reflection of my contemplative life with bits of sunshine scattered in between. i am a mess; i absolutely create disasters and inevitably fuck everything up. so decide if you are one who actually thinks and chooses for his own mind or one who is fated to predestined cowardice, forever running away like the rest of the narrow minded sheep in this world and unable to embrace the violent and bittersweet storm of harsh realness.
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