Goddamn Idiot

Yes, it's been two days and I'm starting to fucking miss you friend. I know I ignored your text yesterday (you know, self-preservation/defense mechanism. I just needed some time), but I did text you today, twice. Jerk, where the hell are you? (Wait, I know where you are, right down the fucking street!) You fucking asshole and goddamn idiot. Bleh, this is why I refuse to open up and get attached to anything animate. Ugh, whyyyyyy. Perhaps it was all just a fluke. Well, if I scared you off, it was probably my subconscious goal. Success?