Saturday, September 19, 2009

Fuck My Life

Alcohol brings out the worst in people.

It's a fucking 9 right now. I hurt so badly. I hate it. Tonight didn't pan out at all the way I had hoped. I'm crushed. And he's a fucking complete TOOL. I should be so over it.

I hate who he is. I hate what he's made out of me. I'm not that girl. This is fucking bullshit. It's all FUCKING BULLSHIT.


I'm sorry I ever met you.

Never again. I swear. UGH. I wish that something could take it all away. ALL THE PAIN. Fuck all this shit. Fuck the universe and its harsh and unfair imbalances. This is such bullshit.

And I want to cry so badly right now. I wish I could. If it were only physically possible.

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