So I feel like I need to write a new entry just so that ugly one titled This Is So Stupid isn't there poisoning my mind because every time I visit my blog I'm reminded by those awful sentiments. And I want something more positive to take its place. This is why I hate going backwards and more so I can't ever go backwards. I hate anything that reminds me of the past and I always have to move forward. My friends sometimes hate the fact that I can't ever go backwards, but I would just rather go forward and not look back. What's so wrong with that?
So, the weather has started to get really cold and gloomy. And I've got to tell you I love it! But I am feeling a bit better. I have just encountered a massive amount of great music. So that always lifts my spirits up a bit. Oh how I thrive on change.
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- hi, with warning. i am entirely damaged and crazy with masochistic tendencies and an addictive self-destructive personality. but i am in the trials of self-recovery- though thoroughly failing in the process, here's to hoping- one day- someday. in form of pure tried articulation of the written word, this space keeps the highly erratic and darkly emotional self reflection of my contemplative life with bits of sunshine scattered in between. i am a mess; i absolutely create disasters and inevitably fuck everything up. so decide if you are one who actually thinks and chooses for his own mind or one who is fated to predestined cowardice, forever running away like the rest of the narrow minded sheep in this world and unable to embrace the violent and bittersweet storm of harsh realness.
1 comment:
your blog is so amazing. i love it.
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