Hmm

I have no idea what's going on, but on the surface things are good with us. We had our Movie Pizza Pazookie night last night. And the day before that we had our first kiss/make out session through way of liquid courage aka alcohol. Gotta love that stuff and who doesn't love kisses right? At least we know we have major chemistry lol.

I just don't want to think anymore. All the little things you've done to piss me off, and I'm sure I've pissed you off tons, you're just too much of a stand up gentleman to show it, but all those things I guess we're disregarding it all. I hope. Well either way we're mended and spending Christmas Eve together. Getting all dressed up, cooking dinner and listening to Christmas music and doing Christmasy things. Bubbly will be involved, sex will not lol, hopefully! I need things to slow down, but he's again, too much of a gentleman, and I can see he's taking his cues from me. I just need to not be the slut I am haha. Jokes. No but serious, if I want this to work, I need to take things as necessarily as slow so I don't really royally and officially fuck it up because I make messes. I don't know how he really feels, since most guys never see me as the girlfriend type, but I hope he's into me. But then again, I don't really know how I feel either. I just know that I like kissing him. Haha. So there's that. Cheers and Merry Christmas Eve lovers. I hope everything remains sparkly.