Anti-Depressant

I think I'm just going to stop taking them altogether. I know this might be a bad idea, but I can't fucking take this weight gain. I feel disgusting. I was 125 when I started over a year ago and now I'm almost 140. This is fucking ridiculous. All my hard work down the drain even when I work out regularly. Frack. Hopefully since I am in a more stable mindset I can handle all this naturally. Going to start eating healthier too. Starting over in anything sucks.