I Can't Say

I can't say I'm not scared out of my wits about tonight. But I'm more nervous and excited in anticipation than fear of anything else. He makes everything so easy and zero pressure. Who knew?

But I do have to get to know him a lot better to decide anything.

And by the way, this isn't just some guy I randomly met. I've known him from college a long while ago, through a really good friend I consider part of my second family. But we've never really spoken til now. A random coincidental chance encounter. So we'll see. Whatever happens happens, whether there is something or if we just stay friends. I'm genuinely cool with whatever.