Heart, Brake

I can't do this. I hate that I've come to actually love you when I didn't know how I felt about you to begin with. And you don't know how you feel about me and our situation. You like me but it's not as much as me and you don't want to lead me on. Your actions don't match your words. You need to dial it back, I need to dial it back. No, I'm not doing this anymore. Why do I love people so easily? Love makes people weak and I'm not doing it anymore. I'm taking my heart off the table completely, what made myself think I could let myself open up again? It just hurts even more every time. I'm so tired of never being the right girl; I'm done.