In/Out Crowd Electricity

I just want to disappear from my social life for a while, actually wanted to do it for quite some time now. I want to be so unreachable for such a good amount of time. It's a shame that I honestly don't have the heart to ignore my friends- those who I have chosen to keep dear and near to me- I wish I could, but I just can't. But that is what I want most right now. To just be so completely disconnected from any gregarious reality I am automatically involved in. I feel as if that is the only way I can fully recharge from life.