Simply

It's been a couple months- since mid-November to be exact- and I was doing so well, (well sort of, at least much better than how I ended things- with you. you remember that terrible post and the ones around it?- Turbulence Part Duex you're the only one I've ever named in this space and have entries tagged. yeah, I remember that awful moment) until now.

So simply forget me. Forget the sent message, forget that we ever meant something to each other, forget how we cared for each other, forget that we still think of one another, forget how you were that one for me, forget how we were, forget the culmination of 5 on and off years, forget how we took care of each other, forget the secrets, forget how we hurt each other- first me then you and then back and forth all over again, and forget the back of our minds; forget it all. Forget me, please- like how I want to forget you, like how I've been trying to forget you, over and over again, and get you out of the back of my mind forever.