Do Over

So, you remember that long list of New Year's Resolutions? Progress hasn't been going well on the important ones, the easy ones were easy and petty. So, luckily some things in life you're able to try and do better after making mistakes or "failing."

So let's try it again. These are the only things of top priority to me, the other stuff can wait.

1. Stop drinking so much as to decrease the chance of crazy hysterics and stupid shit; thus being more responsible and hurting myself less.
2. Keep working on improving my karma to be a better person and to be less of a jerk.
3. Stop letting myself get walked all over and treated like shit.
4. Increase patience fuse and tolerance; breath more to not become so flustered so quickly and end up picking fights for no reason.
5. Keep continuing to get healthier.
6. Try to remember to take meds consistently. (much to my chagrin, I've sort of been forgetting) And appreciate life more.
7. Start to care more about myself rather than instinctively put everyone first- thus to actually try and begin loving myself.
8. Continue to start a new everyday and rebuild while leaving everything behind until I get it right and become the girl I used to be proud of being.

It isn't enough to just know the good and bad things about yourself, you have to really believe and understand them as well. An acceptance must be admitted in order to move forward promisingly. Here's to hoping and here's to coping.