Gahhh why do I feel like such shit emotionally! (Watch how I try to repress my emotions by unintentionally covering it up with humor) This weekend was absolutely fantastic; and yet, I feel like such an unstable wreck right now and seriously feel like crying uncontrollably. Everything I see today is making me feel like breaking out in sobs. And I really do mean everything. Ugh, my entire body hurts. I really wish I had the ability to have just cry it out when I feel like it all the time. It seems like my tear ducts are only spoken for great sappy movies. Can you say seriously and completely handicapped. It's a bit tragic. The only thing saving me right now are my books and music.
And honestly, sometimes I feel so stupid and that I am really just making a big deal out of nothing. You know, just being all drama. But what do you do if your entire body physically radiates pain in waves. I can hardly breathe my chest hurts so much. I just want to be a robot.
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment