4 Days Hence

So tomorrow morning I will be taking the 300mg of Wellbutrin XL after the first 4 days on 150mg.

I hadn't felt any difference at all when I started taking it. (I haven't had any of the side effects that I had when on Lexapro, and believe me it did give me side effects. I also haven't had any side effects at all on Wellbutrin XL; also, when drinking alcohol there is no difference and I am perfectly fine. So that is a major plus since I am still young and constantly surrounded by alcohol) Until last night yesterday when I started to feel slightly jittery with my pupils feeling all crazy as if I were slightly cracked out but just without the worse effects of hard drugs. I still feel slightly jittery sometimes with tired eyelids, but overall I am okay.

I am kind of astonished at how well my body is reacting to this drug seeing as how my body is pretty sensitive to things. (But it's just okay; no more, no less) I just hope tomorrow I don't get super crazy from the dose increase. So we shall see. It'll take however long it takes to fully kick in. I still feel normal, well what was normal for me but actually abnormal if you look at the big picture. Sometimes I am happy and sometimes I am still sad whenever I think of certain things. Sometimes I still feel like tearing up if i watch or hear something that touches me. Sometimes I am still agitated like I was today, but it may be from PMS since I should be starting my period soon within the week. But that's how it has been before. I'm still trying to figure out what I feel. About everything. I've been feeling more normal and the pain isn't so deep probably a 5.5-6 rather than the normal 8 or 7, but I wish it would work faster.