To the same guy from I Hate This Specific Goodbye, who just happens to be that one guy who I think of often. You know, the one that got away? You know, the one where it just can't seem to work? And the one who I should have treated better when I could have. Now I am paying the price. Karma's a bitch.
I hate how much I miss you whenever I allow myself to fully feel what I have tried to repress as each day comes.
I hate how the timing was just so completely off for us.
I hate how I have to really let you go, but can't seem to.
Hopefully someday I will.
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- mynameisjane
- hi, with warning. i am entirely damaged and crazy with masochistic tendencies and an addictive self-destructive personality. but i am in the trials of self-recovery- though thoroughly failing in the process, here's to hoping- one day- someday. in form of pure tried articulation of the written word, this space keeps the highly erratic and darkly emotional self reflection of my contemplative life with bits of sunshine scattered in between. i am a mess; i absolutely create disasters and inevitably fuck everything up. so decide if you are one who actually thinks and chooses for his own mind or one who is fated to predestined cowardice, forever running away like the rest of the narrow minded sheep in this world and unable to embrace the violent and bittersweet storm of harsh realness.
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