Definite Frightening Uncertainties

Definitely.

So my guy friend, who I have known for a while and have always thought to be in the special category, revealed to me tonight July 10, 2010 of his feelings for me. (Which is my thought this action is said to be rather miraculous and quite incendiary)

And I had to admit, of course under inebriated pretenses (alcohol of course) of my slight feelings for him and what not. (Thoroughly scared out of my wits by the way)

And not to mention we have the relationship already where we are so comfortable with each other that we can tell each other anything with the slightest bit of judgment. I even told him of my fears of the possible progress of our possible relationship.

To tell you the truth, I am so entirely scared. (Save me please)

I am scared of taking a step forward and seeing what could come and so utterly terrorized of anything that might possibly come from this.

I really don't know anything and I am so entirely frightened it is not even funny.

Why am I so completely frightened? So much that I teared up while telling him. (Of course stealthy without him knowing, the very badass I am)

I am still stunned at the situation at hand quite honestly.
And all I can say is that the night ended in us deciding to try us out and see what will happen.

But really, I am so utterly scared of what will happen that I am just in complete total shock.

So scared that I really just want to run the other way and disregard this great opportunity with this special guy.

I don't really know what I think. I am just so utterly scared. So much that I just keep repeating the same adjectives over and over again. It makes me just want to crawl up into a little ball in my bed and just cry or dream forever.

So much that I am regretting consenting to this possible potential of something.
So scared of what this might mean and so scared for the possible negative or positive outcomes that might happen from this.

What do I do? What should I do? I really need guidance. Please help. Tell me your thoughts. (I really mean it, those who are readers, please advise me, please)

Anyone? Anything to say? Help me..