Sitting here trying to muffle my sobs, I can't stop crying. I know, for once right? At least that finally works. But I am not hysterical right now. Actually I'm quite calm and rational. It's this weird numbing kind of cry-fest.
They don't even know. God everything would just be so much easier if I were dead. I don't know what to do. I'm such a failure. I don't want to be here anymore. I want to quit. I don't want to be alive.
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Don't give up. I know it's never the same but I have been in a similar position only recently and you can keep going.
It probably doesn't mean much but I hope you keep going. It never really goes away I know that but life is worth living, even if it's just for small things.
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