"She doesn't listen to me, so why should I even be good to her?"
Who says that kind of shit?
By the way, thanks for hurting mother even further than we already managed to do. I can only stand in and console so much. And I don't think it's me she wants anymore, she needs you. But you left a long time ago.
And of course my brainwashed patriarchal father agrees with my fucked up brother and that he's right in his attacks.
Incredible how much sex and age can immediately and automatically fucked up determine anything that is supposed to matter. Unfathomable just how much people don't see and think for themselves, rather they let the ideologies that bind us determine their own self-worth and place in society. They have let an out of dated fucked up vicious cycle dictate their lives and think for them rather than choosing to expand their own minds through the confidence of themselves. If you don't choose to want to know and consider to understand other perspectives, all perspectives for the matter, then you will never learn or be anything more inside than the mechanical robot you are.
My father already has no faith in me or my abilities to amount to anything in life. You have no faith in me.This is why we can never get along or have a real relationship. You and my brother telling me I can't do shit is tearing me apart and killing me. It's already making me second guess myself and believe that I really can't do shit.
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