I am completely in love with this song by Reeve Carney (from the band Carney) called Think Of You. Though it came out a while ago, I love it nonetheless.
This song, I bet, definitely plays a great part in my spirits being completely uplifted and back to the light; out of the dark place.
I don't think I have ever really explained my passion for music before. It's just when you get the right mixture of poetic lyrics along with the perfect notes in instrumental sound all intertwined together into a voice that is flawlessly timed and sublime, it's seriously transcending. I know I really do use that word all too much and I could use other words such as transforming, but there really is no other word to signify what the word transcendence completely and impeccably embodies.
It is difficult to explain myself to certain people and most of the time it is all too apparent just how different I am compared to others. Usually when I try to talk music or why my passions are the things I love that are able to rescue, people's eyes glaze over from the depth that I am trying to describe. My words and thoughts are often or become too deep. At least to the ones I have to be surrounded with (who really make me feel like I am certainly surrounded by idiots all of the time haha sorry I sound like such a snob, but I really hate that I have to dumb down my speech when I converse with others) at this crossroads in my life. And as we all know and might have learned (at least for us kindred spirits I hope), the majority of people are those unknowingly caught up in society's system of crap ideologies and when confronted only serve to reinforce notions for trying to fight with denial or ignorance. Therefore creating people who only want to deal with the neat surfaces of things rather than the scary and messy truth. (No one ever wants to hear the truth because they're all too chicken shit and face it, as much as we all try to defend ourselves, everyone's a hypocrite. And that's the truth.) Oh god but that's another story in its entirety that I'm sure I have touched on in some previous posts. Haha and there I go again rambling on and on. So enough for now and back to my initial purpose.
And I just wanted to share that. Here's him at it live!
I'm actually smiling now. The passions, even the littlest ones but just as significant, that bring you back to life (as you can see one thing created a chain reaction and seemed to have brought back the incendiary part of my spirit), are incredibly beautiful enablers. It makes me want to say, I don't know why anyone does drugs. Haha. Forgive my digressions haha, but you can tell that I am in a totally different and good mood than this I was this past weekend. Cheers lovers. (:
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- hi, with warning. i am entirely damaged and crazy with masochistic tendencies and an addictive self-destructive personality. but i am in the trials of self-recovery- though thoroughly failing in the process, here's to hoping- one day- someday. in form of pure tried articulation of the written word, this space keeps the highly erratic and darkly emotional self reflection of my contemplative life with bits of sunshine scattered in between. i am a mess; i absolutely create disasters and inevitably fuck everything up. so decide if you are one who actually thinks and chooses for his own mind or one who is fated to predestined cowardice, forever running away like the rest of the narrow minded sheep in this world and unable to embrace the violent and bittersweet storm of harsh realness.
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