Long Overdue

You are so beautiful.

No lie.

I have seen you for almost a year now routinely and not so routinely.

I want to know y0u. I wish I knew you, but I don't have the courage.

It is just one of those passing things that really don't mean anything in contrast to the whole of one's life, where you see someone who you just wish you knew so badly and is incapable of pursing given the daily circumstance. Yet, one of those so little things that don't mean much in life but somehow are magically able to completely make the moments one lives in so worthwhile. Those things that you just coexist with and overlook. One of those things that just immediately brighten up your mood but it's just completely and blissfully intangible. That's what makes it that much more incandescent. For some unknown reason or another, I want to know you and I can't help it. Even if it is impossible.

You brighten up my day no matter what.
You put a smile on my face when I am in the worst mood.
I can't help but smile if I get the slightest chance of running into you.

I want to know you.

But I will continue to just admire you from a far day to day because I can.
There is no other way.
Maybe this is the perfection we are all searching for.

For those seconds that miraculously fill in the gaps and heal the unbearable realities the twisted universe creates for us.

You're beautiful.
And these little delights give way to major transcendence and beauty that aid in healing my soul.

You are so lovely.

And I just want to say, thank you.
The childish feeling I get whenever I incidentally run into you restores the unrelenting hope I still am unable to shake for mankind.

I wish I knew you, but it's really okay if I don't.

Aren't accidental instances that mean nothing but cause unexpected exhilaration so incredible?

It's those moments that seem to be able to stop time for just a second and reveal the true delicacy and artistry of the world. It is really utterly incredible in my opinion and it restores so much hope and faith in me for my continuance for the future.

I don't know what it is. I don't know if it's the continuous Omega 3 fish oil supplements I have been taken to increase heart health (for I have been trying to get healthier for a while now with eating right and working out everyday), but I feel that I have finally found a way to break out of my sunken despair and am all too fortunately (thank god!) and increasingly too elated. I have continuously been quite content and really happy for quite some time now. (I know right? A big hurrah for me! Haha.)

Seriously, I find myself smiling out of no where all the time from too much satisfaction from content and self happiness. And all I can really pronounce is that man, life is just so good.

I hope you all find ways to feel to same. For it is such an irreplaceable and iridescent feeling that I would never give up for anything in the world.

It is almost unbelievable just how good a mood I have been in for the time being and have been able to maintain.
I absolutely love it!

I love the little things in life.
For from what I have learned from my 21 years, I now try to live in the moments.
Life is too short to not, because before you know it, it will have already passed you by if you were too preoccupied to actually live.

Cheers lovers. (: