Been super busy lately which is AWESOME. I'm so busy that it doesn't give me time to be the horrible depressed wretch and 'simp' that I completely am. I've always loved being busy, even if it does take a lot of energy out of me. But that's never bad either because then I can fall asleep easier seeing as usually I can never fall asleep. As I am thrown suddenly into a new city (LA), rather than my 30 miles from LA, being in a new environment is definitely helping me to jump start and heal quicker. Which is good and which I need; I thrive on change and new environments. I needed to just get away from my past and begin a new life. I love it.
Step 1: New job- CHECK
Step 2: Get out of this fucking city- HALF CHECK
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- mynameisjane
- hi, with warning. i am entirely damaged and crazy with masochistic tendencies and an addictive self-destructive personality. but i am in the trials of self-recovery- though thoroughly failing in the process, here's to hoping- one day- someday. in form of pure tried articulation of the written word, this space keeps the highly erratic and darkly emotional self reflection of my contemplative life with bits of sunshine scattered in between. i am a mess; i absolutely create disasters and inevitably fuck everything up. so decide if you are one who actually thinks and chooses for his own mind or one who is fated to predestined cowardice, forever running away like the rest of the narrow minded sheep in this world and unable to embrace the violent and bittersweet storm of harsh realness.
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