You fucking hurt me! You broke my heart. I trusted you wholeheartedly and you made me believe I could. I even told you about what happened the last time I trusted someone completely and how it nearly ruined me. And it ended up happening again with you anyway. In a mere matter of a couple of months. Weeks even. I'm hurt and angry. I told you I can't just be your friend, I want more and you don't, so thus we're at different places. Another damn impasse. And even so, none of anything matters anyway. What more do you want from me damnit, what else more do you want me to say? You don't deserve my unconditional kindness, but you have it anyway. You don't get the right to receive any explanations from me. I don't have to explain myself or tell you anything regarding my behaviour. I'm sorry I'm not perfect, but I am me. And you don't want me. Nothing's changed. Eventually this all will pass because I don't ever intend to want someone who doesn't want me. But this, is the best I can do for now.
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