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I can't do this anymore. I don't know what else to do. I can't cry because I'm all dried up, yet again. It's like my eyes are dry again. Not being able to cry is worse. I need, something. I just don't know what. I feel so dead and hurt inside. My internals are all screwed up. I just want to cut and cut, but I can't do that because everyone notices now. I just want to scrap up my insides raw. At least there are still some spots I can cover. I just can't keep on breathing anymore. I feel so defective. So stupid. So useless. I've become such a terrible person. I hate myself. I ruin everything. I don't know anything anymore. I feel so trapped. So trapped within my own mind and body. If my eyes are dried up, at least something else can still run fluidly. I just want to bleed.