Un-fucking-believable!!
I just discovered that either my father or my mother went through my fucking drawers in my own room! Out of all my life, I would've never ever fucking thought they would stoop that low. It isn't like I'm fucking shooting up drugs or anything. I think the full culprit could be my dad, which I am fucking irate about. I don't think my mother would ever break a trust like that. But I think they were partners in crime. She probably mentioned seeing it in passing and then he, fucking being the sneaky shady ass bastard that he is, went into my room when I wasn't home one day and took his moment. That is so goddamn fucked up.
You really think I wouldn't notice that you took my knives? Really?
I can't even begin to fathom how he even knew where to look or that I was even in possession. Are you fucking kidding me? I am in utter shock and befuddlement all at the same goddamn time. I can't even comprehend the formulation thought process behind it. The only thing going through my mind is pure rage and the question, "HOW?" How the fuck did they even know, how the fuck did they even cross that fucking line.
How the fuck?
You and I are done. We've never had a father-daughter relationship ever. You've been absent my entire childhood. And now you decide when I'm all grown to start your pseudo-parenting tactics? Fuck you. That was the last straw. You and I, whatever thread we were hanging on to is broken. The trust is gone, my faith in you has vanished. You just crossed the line.
And when I leave, I'm never coming back.
edit**
Okay, just found out it wasn't my mother. Then it must've been my father. Ugh!! Fuck family. And I know I'll just cool off in an hour, but this is so ridiculous. I just want to be left alone.
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When I was younger my parents used to do the same thing. It made me enraged every time they'd tell me they found something that was bad or whatever.
Now that it is years later, I can sort of understand where they were coming from, but I don't think (unless under really bad circumstances) I would ever do it to my kids. Everybody needs their privacy.
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