Stupid Or Not?

On the fence about that one now. Seriously. Why does life always consist of perpetually waiting for greater things to come? I hope they would arrive already with their own fantastic magic already, for life is becoming just so unbearable to really endure. Am I a cosmic and nonsensical fool? I would love to think not. But in reality, I am just as stupid as the rest of them. But Please let's hope not. Please save me from my foolish and quite soft-witted rationality in this present existence of life we have to put up with. (Really though, could you hurt me any more? I think so.)