Fuck Formalities

I am so sick of having to fucking put on a happy face all the damn time just to ensure that others won't perceive me as someone who is in fact truly dark and twisted inside. So sick of having to do this all the time so that others won't get frightened at anything that is less than shallow. So sick of having to care for everyone else's well-being over the sacrifice of my own. I am so sick of having to put on a smile all the damn time when around people so I don't come off as unresponsive and a complete bitch for really not caring. So sick of having to put on such a facade when inside I feel quite the opposite just to reassure others of their own insecurities. Fucking fantastic. I am just so sick and exhausted with everything. I just want to be left alone. Plain and simple.