Epilogue

Oh, did I mention the previous entry was about a course that I do not need to take and in fact am taking out of pure pleasure?

I know right? It added into my schedule as a 5th course rather than the usual 4 that I normally take and for most people 4 is even too much for they simply stick with 3 courses as being the norm. I wanted to take the course just to learn something more before my nearing matriculation this year in June.

So I came to a conclusion that I am most definitely going to withdraw from the course, but not after speaking to my professor tomorrow to gain further counsel and input. How productive is that? (I know this whole running away from my problems/challenges rather than facing them head on is a cop out, but in a sense, I took this class to further development my education and honestly for fun. And this state of being completely crushed is definitely not fun.)

But if I may say so myself, after much discussion from my brainy peers and much fluctuating contemplation, after finally coming to this decision. I can now say that I feel so much better now and am actually quite relieved. My whole state of mind and pessimism has completely altered and I feel so much lighter and renewed. Thank god. My demeanor has reverted back to the positive person that I who naturally enjoys living life. (Haha well most of the time when my craziness doesn't get in the way and cause for flare of dramatization) It must be something to do with the whole cleansing process of discarding things from one's life, but it truthfully works or else we all wouldn't love doing it so much right? Well at least I can speak for myself and say that I do.

So what a way to turn a frown upside down eh? And as the weekend is rolling near I can say that I am very much looking forward to the further jam packed crazy fun events to come! I hope all of you are having a lovely week! Cheers lovers.