Goddamn.
This week fucking sucks. And it's only Tuesday.
Last week blew too. Fuck.
Yesterday I was so bummed I even went grocery shopping (because it calms me down and it's another guilty pleasure) and visited Barnes and Nobles and came out with 3 books (though I really wanted 6). That worked for a while, until I woke up this morning.
I feel like screaming and crying at the same time from so much pent up frustration.
Fucking goddamn fluctuating hormones and shitty chain of events that always have to follow the good ones.
Goddamn. Yes this too shall pass, but right now, fucking shit.
Fucking goddamnit.
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- mynameisjane
- hi, with warning. i am entirely damaged and crazy with masochistic tendencies and an addictive self-destructive personality. but i am in the trials of self-recovery- though thoroughly failing in the process, here's to hoping- one day- someday. in form of pure tried articulation of the written word, this space keeps the highly erratic and darkly emotional self reflection of my contemplative life with bits of sunshine scattered in between. i am a mess; i absolutely create disasters and inevitably fuck everything up. so decide if you are one who actually thinks and chooses for his own mind or one who is fated to predestined cowardice, forever running away like the rest of the narrow minded sheep in this world and unable to embrace the violent and bittersweet storm of harsh realness.
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