Finally!

So this week and the previous has been shitty for multiple reasons.
Mainly, it is because I have been getting no so great grades such as a C+ on my midterm and a B+ on my other midterm. Both a point away from the next higher grade. Ain't that a bitch?

So I have indeed been feeling shitty because for one, I pride myself in putting my all into my work. And that means that if I get it bad grade, me being my own really worst critic, I take it on myself really hard and I take it personally. Ain't that just another bigger and bitter bitch?

Anyway, I have 3 classes every Tuesday and Thursday, the same classes naturally for the 3 hours a week requirement in the U.C. systems. For my last class today, I got my paper back and I received an A (which is what I normally receive and have been receiving in grades). And all I have to say is FINALLY. Whenever I get a really bad grade, I take it all too personally and sometimes it is able to shake the self confidence in me in my own ability and self profane genius.

So yes, I do feel slightly lighter and better now, and I have turned on my self preservation to full throttle to enable my ability to get over things more quickly. But it still doesn't take away the fact that I should have done better in the other two classes. I should have tapped into my greater potential rather than just sucked when I thought I had kicked my midterms' asses. But again as I had said earlier, this too shall pass. I cannot wait until the weekend arrives.