So turns out it does help me a lot at night. It calms me down. My prescription refill with insurance can only be done on the 29th and I only have a couple pills of Seroquel left so last night I seemed to already be tired. I thought I could skip it and make it last and take it the next night, but boy was I wrong. It was like my body was craving it. I started to mini freak out. It's weird being so tired and needing sleep, yet still not being able to sleep. So much that your body self-reacts without you doing anything to cause it yourself. So, there's that. Now we just need to find a way to subtract my severe depression.
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I would be so careful with that, just because our bodies can start to depend on it for even simple mental functioning.
Then whenever, you take it, the same dose doesn't help, or you can end up taking too much.
My doctors are always trying to fix me up the perfect elixir, but each one has such dangerous flaws.
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