What?

Sometimes I feel as if I'm not real. Like I'm conscious but everything happening isn't. It's hard to explain. Like an out of body dream experience. What's real and not real? I actually have to focus hard to not be on autopilot every second of my life. Weird, feelings I cannot fathom into words. The transcending kind of feeling, the highly existential idea of being. Your body is here partaking, but as for your mind and soul? Where does it go? I feel like I'm living a dream all the time. As if I'm high on drugs. Haha maybe I am high, I definitely am medicated.