Thursday, May 9, 2013

Bona Fide Pill Popper

So went to the psychiatrist's for a check up today. Told him everything I've been feeling.

We're gonna switch the two 10mg capsules to morning and night again twice a day, since when I started taking them together in the morning, like I was told to, I relapsed into my old trusty beast of a buddy, Depression. Good old D. What a fucker.

And then he gave me 2mg Abilify. I'm supposed to start taking that at night too, along with my 10mg capsule of Prozac. Should be interesting.

So of course, I immediately started doing research on this new drug my body has to consume. And, I've got to tell you, I'm a little worried.

It's a fucking anti-psychotic!
What.
The.
Fuck.

Right?
Great.
But at least it's a very small dose. So we shall see what happens.
Out of all the other anti-psychotics, this one has the least side effects. So here's hoping.
I hope it doesn't make me gain weight. The side effects are fucking horrible. HIGH BLOOD SUGAR? And IT COULD KILL ME?! WHAT THE FUCK.

okay, whatever. all trial and error eh? lol, ahhhhhh.

Ey, but on a side note.
At least all this medication has not stunted my creativity. It has actually sparked the flame which once had been extinguished for the longest time. so, cool.

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