You should've protected me better. You all should have. You should have all done better.
I should have been protected instead.
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- hi, with warning. i am entirely damaged and crazy with masochistic tendencies and an addictive self-destructive personality. but i am in the trials of self-recovery- though thoroughly failing in the process, here's to hoping- one day- someday. in form of pure tried articulation of the written word, this space keeps the highly erratic and darkly emotional self reflection of my contemplative life with bits of sunshine scattered in between. i am a mess; i absolutely create disasters and inevitably fuck everything up. so decide if you are one who actually thinks and chooses for his own mind or one who is fated to predestined cowardice, forever running away like the rest of the narrow minded sheep in this world and unable to embrace the violent and bittersweet storm of harsh realness.
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No one truly protects anyone else. We have to protect ourselves.
actually, hon, if you're talking about when you were very young, then you are goddamned right someone should have protected you. you deserved to be protected BECAUSE you couldn't protect yourself. i'm sorry you weren't kept safe. i know how it feels.
Thank you, J.
You have no idea how much your comment means to me, that was exactly what I was talking about. Thank you for the defense. You're kind. <3
hey, thank you back. it sucks to have one of your first, formative experiences with other human beings be one of pain and shame and confusion and betrayal. i think it's beautiful, though, that even the scarred and the damaged can sometimes fit like puzzle pieces, across all the distance. it's nice to be understood. take care of yourself please.
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