Please

Make it all stop. This chaos I have ensuing in my entire body, in my chest and my head, so much that I can't breathe right. It just all hurts, why? This is all so ridiculous. And I can't even cry because my body physically just refuses to produce any sense of relief anymore. I just want to bleed, but even that doesn't even give me a thrill anymore. All I feel is numb when I do it. I don't feel anything and yet I feel everything. It's just a sharp pain in my battered heart that just won't go away. It hurts to breathe. I feel like my insides are all scraped raw so much that the blood just keeps flowing, but there's nothing left anymore. I have nothing left, I am nothing left.