Mistake(s)

Forget all that 'irrationalism' it was ridiculous. Nothing even matters, it's all over and done with. I now on the sideline just look pathetic and weak, and that is so not me in its full form. I'm better than that, genuinely so much, regardless of my own earnest disbelief and truly shielded from the world self-esteem. Yet, I am who I am, and I would not have it any other way. I so love who I am. Even if I am so fully timid at heart. It doesn't matter. Nothing does. I need a so helpful inner transcendent strength to rise, something, I feel it, it's just incapable of being fully articulated. But I refuse to be concluded as fully inable as I sound and come off. Whatever it is, I need to stop coming off as so pathetic, even as I read my own words, I take in someone who is so small. I'm so much greater than that, regardless if I completely believe it or not yet. I am destined for greatness, and some day, I will completely see it for myself.

Published with Blogger-droid v1.7.4