Friday, December 3, 2010

Absolutely No Discipline

Whatsoever. But I could've told you that when applied in accordance to everything in my life.
Haha, so I had to go on an errand and as opportunity would have it, the place I needed to go to was in the same vicinity of a Barne's and Noble's bookstore. (uh-oh trouble already right?)

I don't know why, but everyone says all the time to stay out of trouble. And I often wonder if I am really that bad. I mean, I know I get into trouble a lot (fun trouble albeit, please, I certainly am not stupid), but it really, I mean really (despite what all my friends say) isn't as if I intentional go out with the purpose to match a specific chaos quota. I don't know, shit just happens and it just seems to drift towards me. I mean, I wish I didn't get into so much trouble, but eh. I guess it's just an innately mischievous nature I've always possessed (since birth; seriously, ask my parents and family); yet, that makes up a significant portion of who I am. But I am digressing. (:

Okay Truth, I tried so hard just to not go in. (for I keep buying books and have like 6 books at home I have yet to read haha I tried to be good, but thus failed)
The result?
Epic fail, huge.

But, I finally decided to sign up for a membership card after years of spending a fortune. It will save me so much more for the years to come, but not so much that I won't be eventually spending my entire savings there! I will be the old, yet effervescent lady who lived in her books; well, and shoes/hats/scarves of course. 'Cause let's be real, I am basically beyond repair and saving when it comes to men/beaus/spouses/lovers/soulmates/etc. But either way, huzzah! more books!

Oh man, is it odd/weird that I get such a high from purchasing new books? (or I supposed not just books? but they are my main products of purchase) Or even just being around so many books for the matter? I guess that's the only constant in my life; the constant, of course, being the rush and endorphined fueled high effects of the fully embraced consumerism ideal.
What can I say? Shopping therapy works so well. Completely in a scintillatingly whimsical mood right now; which is quite unusual, but let's just go with it shall we? ;)

It indeed is a fabulously fantastical, felicitous, favorable/fortunate, fanciful Friday! (don't you just love alliteration? harhar)
Cheers lovers. <3

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