Inhale

Breathe in.
Breathe out.
It is not the end of the world.
You will endure.
Like you have for this long, before.
This has happened to you.
You have gotten through it before.
And you will again.
Don't freak out.
Do not, freak out.
You can do this.
Stop.

As human beings, we learn to endure.

The Silver Blade

Catharsis, thank you.

Relapse.

I really have nobody. 

What's the point of living.

Take it back, take it all back now. All the things I gave, like the scent of my kiss on your lips.

I feel like I'm going to lose my shit today.

In Dreams May Come

I have been having some really uncomfortable dreams lately. Not good. What do you do when you want to sleep and stay in bed, all the time but your dreams are awful? Waking life already unbearable and you know my solace and unconscious state is too.

How am I going to get through today.

Please keep my heart from breaking

Appreciation

Thank you chemical gods for letting today be better.

Utterly Unbearable

It's 11pm here in Southern California and even after the great work out I had at the gym, all I can think about still is crawling up into a little ball and dying. Well, that and ripping all of my flesh off. I hope tomorrow will be better.